Spoiled Prince's Journal

And you can expect even more from me!

Yesterday I couldn't stop crying. My Mother was really worried about me because I refused to tell her what's wrong.
So I've decided to take these new pills that doctor prescribed me. They're supposed to block any emotions. But they were too weak. I was supposed to take only one, but I took five.
I've woken up in the middle of the night because I couldn't breathe and I felt excruciating pain near my heart.
I ran to the bathroom and started do cough until I threw up. After this I felt much better and returned to my bed about an hour later.
In the morning I felt really weird. Everything was making me laugh. I must have looked really stupid.

I'm not doing a thing like this again, I'm not so stupid. But I have to say it was kind of exciting. Nothing ever happens in this pathetic life of mine.

Today I feel better. I had a talk with *Him*.
He's worried about me. I didn't want to make him worry. I didn't want to tell him anything but he misunderstood me and got mad at me so I had to explain what's going on.

I wonder how this story will end?

Chapter 05 - Emptiness

I just wanted to be loved.
I wanted to get accepted for who I am.

Now there's nothing else left for me but to cry.
All I can do is cry.